golgiapparatus

All I want is to die. People have told me, without knowing this, that suicide is a selfish act.  I don't see why just trying to get home is selfish.  Even in life, we fight to get home every day.  We work for companies who abuse the people who make their products and devastate land in the name of industry.  In the name of development.  In the name of evolution.  We are building a bright new future for the people who can afford it, and leaving the people who can't in shackles, in the hopes that someone else will clean up after us.  That's the government's job!  I donate to charity!  In life, it is not selfish to let the people who have the po

Here I am again. I spend every night nowadays in Phoenix in an apartment that is not my own. I'm trying to rate all the songs in my iTunes library because I can't help but think it's a good thing to do because supposedly it will help you make killer playlists, but I think I can do that by hand alright.  Whatever. I was thinking today about ideas for things I could write stories about I was eating ice cream in my car and this kid who's mom was yelling at him looked me right in the eye and smiled. and I keep having horrible dreams and i suppose I could just become a surrealist based on all the awful stories my subconscious spews out, but